Having money tends to make you less reliant on God. But money is never to be trusted. It can disappear over night. However our heavenly Father can be depended upon at all times. I know what it is like to wish for a windfall of money, but it is such a foolish wish. I have enough so why want more? It is one of the big lies of the devil to make us think that money will bring us happiness. Keep trusting in God, He will never fail you.