In the Methodist church we have a covenant service at the beginning of the year when we re-dedicate ourselves to Christ's service. In the old version, which I like it talks in one part about being put to suffering or laid aside. This is how I feel at the moment when I am not able to carry out my vocation as a preacher. If it is Christ's will it is for the best. Sometimes we are too busy even in the work for Christ and need to be set aside to rest and hopefully grow nearer to our Lord. We need to "Be still and know that I am God."